…… a long ago love


It has been quite a while since I have put up any post and to my subscribers I apologize.  This post should explain my absence.

Back in late December Jay Scott Berry, someone from my past contacted me to join them on a venture.  I was unsure because this person was my first love and I had fallen back in love with them via the magic of Facebook.

I decided to take a chance.  I was hoping for a fairy tale ending which included a “happily ever after” but fairy tales sometimes turn into Greek tragedies.

Needless to say the situation has not worked out.  Not only am I heartbroken but I feel as if I have lost a piece of my soul.  I have been in love with this man for the past thirty years and truly felt that he was my soul mate and I still do feel that way.  But the gods and goddesses somehow see it differently.

He is in every cell of my body.  I never thought it possible to love someone as much as I love him and yet I hope and pray to meet someone who I will love even more so that I can say to myself, “What was I thinking?”

This man has been the shadow hiding in my memories and in my heart.  I want to move on.  I want to get past the heartbreak and aching memories.

I pray to the goddess that I will meet the man who will hold my dreams in his heart and my love in his soul…….

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