It has been quite a while since I have put up any post and to my subscribers I apologize. This post should explain my absence.
Back in late December Jay Scott Berry, someone from my past contacted me to join them on a venture. I was unsure because this person was my first love and I had fallen back in love with them via the magic of Facebook.
I decided to take a chance. I was hoping for a fairy tale ending which included a “happily ever after” but fairy tales sometimes turn into Greek tragedies.
Needless to say the situation has not worked out. Not only am I heartbroken but I feel as if I have lost a piece of my soul. I have been in love with this man for the past thirty years and truly felt that he was my soul mate and I still do feel that way. But the gods and goddesses somehow see it differently.
He is in every cell of my body. I never thought it possible to love someone as much as I love him and yet I hope and pray to meet someone who I will love even more so that I can say to myself, “What was I thinking?”
This man has been the shadow hiding in my memories and in my heart. I want to move on. I want to get past the heartbreak and aching memories.
I pray to the goddess that I will meet the man who will hold my dreams in his heart and my love in his soul…….