My Wayshower Dream & 2020

In my early 20’s I had what at the time I thought was a very bizarre dream. In this dream Earth was in a war. My job in this war was to take people to safety through a portal which looked like a doorway. The people I was trying to help were fighting me—they were not coming willingly even though I was taking them to a better, safer space where there was no war occurring. I was very frustrated in the dream and I asked out loud, “Why won’t they come with me?” This is when a person appeared in my dream that I would describe as Jesus. He said to me,” They don’t remember the contracts they made with you. You are a wayshower.” And then I woke up. Back then there was no internet and not google. All we had was the dictionary, a thesaurus and the encyclopedia Britannica. At that time I had no idea what a “wayshower” was—I had never heard of the word and the answer was not to be found in the dictionary. The following Sunday I was at a Unity Church service and there was a small pamphlet in the pews. There was a paragraph which stated, “that Jesus was a wayshower.” I had a better understanding of the word but didn’t really see how it applied in my life. This is not a dream I have shared with many people, maybe one or two, because it definitely sounds crazy. Today I definitely see where this applies in my life now, given the circumstances in which our society and Earth/Gaia finds itself in.

I think I became a wayshower when I went vegan 8 years ago for the animals. When most people go vegan you start researching diet, nutrition, etc. I became vegans for the animals and started advocating for the animals and a plant based diet back in 2011. I advocated against animal cruelty, when that didn’t make an impact I connected the consumption of dead animals and to health consequences—that didn’t make a dent. People have their addictions and really just don’t want to give them up. I advocated for the animals in connection with the environment and even then people just didn’t really care. Have you any idea how heartbreaking this can be? When no matter in which perspective you approach a subject no one seems to care. Little did I know that this was to be my bootcamp. Yes, bootcamp training for what was to come. People not caring was one thing but let me tell you everyone has something to say about diet…..did I say vegan was a diet? No, It is not a diet it is a philosophy of life in which one commits to not use or abuse animals. You can read more about that journey here , My coming out story……. | My Vegan Heart Blog (, lest we digress. So bootcamp, yes preparing me for what was to come. You see as a vegan whenever you post an article that has to do with the animals it always comes with trolls….you know the type those that claim not eating meat will kill you yet here I stand 9 years later. Trolls who torment you, don’t read what you post etc etc etc but always have something to say whether or not they have any facts or data to back them up. Vegan bootcamp was to prepare me to become a Patriot. It was in 2016 during the democratic primaries where Bernie Sanders got screwed that I demexited and registered Green and wound up voting for Jill Stein— you can read those details here My #walkawaycampaign story. | Sex, Spirit, Soul Mates and Chocolate….Ivonne’s Journey (

The wayshower dream/vison I had in my early 20’s is about what I am doing now. There are two major events that are happening now in the world which are both leading  to the same point in time. Politically President Trump is fighting the deep state/cabal. It’s your basic good vs evil fight type of movie but it’s not a movie it’s real life in this 3D Earth Plane. Metaphysically/spiritually Earth is moving from the 3D dimension to the 5D dimension, think heaven on Earth, think revelations—“there will be a new heaven and a new earth…” The convergence comes in Nesara/Gesara—humanity being freed from being slaves of the cabal. This is the point where most people will call me a conspiracy theorist—- They come from the “orange man bad”, “ Q is not real”, “anons are white supremacist” , “ Biden won and is good” (so far from the truth) and let’s not forget the “plannedemic”.  Sure there is a virus like the cold or the flu that has a 99.4 % recovery rate—is that .6% enough to shut the world down? No, not really unless you are planning on driving people into fear to install the New World Order. This is what Trump and the Q anons are fighting. It is very frustrating when people are just not seeing the evil that is occurring in the world right now. I and we are trying to get them to that better place, trying to get them to see how we have been manipulated trying to show them a better way but they refuse. Just like in my dream/vision they are fighting me. 5D Earth is vegan and you need to be vibrating at a high level to make the jump at this time. The portal opens on Dec 21, 2020, which if we were still using the Mayan calendar the date would actually be Dec 21, 2012—go figure we lost a few years in the translation to the Gregorian calendar. Nesara/Gesara is the National Economic Security and Reformation Act / Global Economic Security and Reformation Act—in a nutshell it means all debts forgiven, a return to constitutional law and releases larges sums of money to the people—heaven on earth/5 D earth. Maybe we are chasing rainbow unicorns here but we will never know if Pres. Trump does not have another 4 years to drain the swamp of the deep state/cabal. I should be isolating myself and meditating and just preparing for Dec 21, 2020 and yet here I am in another attempt to get as many people to the other side of the portal where there is safety and heaven on earth. The  most important things you can do is to go vegan, pray, meditate and support Pres. Trump in his efforts to bring down the deep state/ cabal.



My #walkawaycampaign story.

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My story starts in the 2016 primaries. I was a Berner—Bernie was the person who reflected my ideals and whose direction I thought would be best for the country. We knew if he was the nominee he would beat Donald Trump. My vote for Bernie was not an against Trump vote no it was a for Bernie vote and against Hillary Clinton. At this point let’s back track even further to the 2008 Election year. Obama vs Hillary Clinton. Well I learned a lot during that campaign year—mostly how Clintons have been engaged in criminal activities over the years—and just because they have not been indicated yet or put in jail yet does not mean the evidence is not there or that they are not guilty. So the primary between Obama and Hilary for me exposed a lot of the Clinton Gang corruption. At the moment there are about 170,000 sealed indictments getting ready to be opened for crimes against the state (treason) and humanity (child and human sex trafficking).

I voted for Obama two times thinking he was a good guy. I didn’t start to learn how bad Obama was until the 2016 primaries when more stuff came to light. Talk about being disappointed. If you still live the bubble that Obama was a great president that is your prerogative—remember we live in America and thus far have freedom of choice and thought. The thing about Obama being bi-racial is that if you say anything that is negative against him you are immediately called a racist. And sometimes because of your work situation you just keep your mouth shut in order to pay the rent and bills because again –America—you supposedly get to think what you want without being put in jail—this of course is being tested in present day. Again all I am going to say is if your opinion is different than mine please feel free to research the subject—calling me names because you have a different point of view is just infantile behavior.

Let’s go back to those 2016 primaries now. Bernie got cheated out his nomination. The Berners know this, heck even the green party knows this. Bernie was supposed to fight for us—contest the super delegates but something happened the night before. What happened we don’t really know-what is evident is that the day of the Democratic National Convention (dnc) Bernie had a bruise on his face. What happened? Did someone on Hillary’s side beat him up, threaten him? We will never know—well maybe in the future we might know the truth but for all we have is that he gave up like a dog with his tail between his legs and told us to support Hillary. Some Bernies did—“vote blue no matter who”—really? Because there is a lot wrong with that statement right there. Vote blue no matter how unqualified the person is? No, I don’t think so. Some Berners voted Libertarian as they wouldn’t vote for either Trump or Hillary. Some Berners vote Green for Jill Stein. I voted for Jill Stein because she aligned with my beliefs and no way in Hell I was going to vote for Hillary Clinton which based on what I had read and seen was a very corrupt person. The corruption of HRC & the DNC is what cost them the 2016 election. What amazes me even more than this are the people who are democrats that didn’t care about the corruption of the democratic party as long as their candidate got elected—just wow, wow, wow. You see I was raised not to lie. That was the one thing that was unforgivable to my mother. It was so ingrained in me that lies are just so wrong that that is the deal breaker for me. You lie to me and your are out. Hillary Clinton and the DNC lied to me in 2016. I demexited like so many people who just got fed up with the corruption of the democratic party.

Jill Stein had raised money to do a recount in 3 states. That recount was stopped when the results coming in were that both Trump and Jill had indeed gotten more votes each in those 3 states. Imagine if we had done a recount in all of the states. Many claim Hillary won the popular vote but what the recount showed was that she didn’t have as many votes as was thought.

Now if you are of the belief that HRC should be president because she won the popular vote (like I mentioned above—recounts and illegal votes change those numbers) may I remind you of the electoral college. The electoral college and delegate votes have always bothered me. Maybe back in the day when the USA was a new country maybe it was needed but in this day and age I really feel it should be one vote per person and the popular voted person is the duly elected president. Now might be a good time to get rid of the electoral college it is a system that is antiquated and no longer serves a viable purpose.

From what I surmised back in 2016 was that Donald Trump got the republican nomination fair and square. He did not have to cheat anyone or threaten any of the other republican nominees.

Here is a funny thing about Donald Trump he had been in the media for years—for as long as I could remember and no one ever said he was racist or accused him of sexual misconduct prior to the election. Interesting how all these stories came out in 2016. But every slanderous story that came out there was one stated that it wasn’t true. To my knowledge and please correct me if I am wrong I recall that the sexual misconduct claims were proven to be false and fake.

So Donald Trump won and became POTUS and the world ended for my democratic friends who seemed to have lost their minds over this election. For many like myself our thoughts were you all need to address the corruption of HRC & DNC before we can even talk about Donald Trump as president. And did they? N,o they did not. All they could see was RED and become deaf and blind to the concerns of a significant number of their party. They just did not understand why Trump won. Did not or would not? I think more like would not. Female friends were posting how they were triggered over Trump who was a narcissist. My response to any one that is being triggered by someone who is not even in their life has a lot more healing work to do. If it was about Trump triggering you it’s then you have more work to do on your healing process. Trust me that did not make me a popular person and I lost a few “friends” over that. Why? Because I did not immediately get into the Trump bashing. Remember I was still pissed off at what happened to Bernie and you couldn’t even have a conversation about that which continues to this day.

Fast forward to 2020 and the same cycle has happened again with Bernie. Biden? Really, that is the best you got? Again I am hearing vote blue no matter who. Does anyone honestly think Biden has a chance to win again President Trump? But I and others think that the DNC is going to pull a switch at the last minute and take Biden out and replace him with someone else. I have my ideas as to whom but for the moment I will just keep that to myself. Come on Bernie if you really wanted to be POTUS you would stop pandering to the dem party and run as an independent or join with the Green Party whose values align with him a lot better than the current democratic party.

So while my friends joined Hillary Clinton in calling Trump supporters deplorable, stupid and racist I started doing research. You see I had many friends that I knew and worked with for many years that were neither racist, ignorant or deplorable. Some of them were Republican and some were Democrats. So why would I start insulting my friends just because they had a different political opinion than me? Again-America where we have freedom of choice and belief. That did not make sense to me. But I started seeing articles on who is the person that votes for Trump. I was raised in a family of Republicans—my father, uncles, sister I was the only democrat. My family is not deplorable. My friends are not deplorable.

So I started to read article on who are Trump supporters—who are these deplorable I keep hearing about from my blue friends. Well they are not deplorable, they are not uneducated, and they are not all white. It seems to me you want to understand the opposition in order to possibly win them over to your side but the opposite is still happening to this day.

Here is the irony of it all. My red friends are not insulting people over their views on face book. No, it is my blue friends who are insulting anyone who shares a different point of view—and pretty much if you aren’t bashing Trump on social media you are called a Trumper-ignorant-stupid-moron-vile-toxic. These were all in the last two days because I posted that no Trump did not say to inject Lysol into the lungs.

But lets go back to 2016 for a moment. When Trump got elected while all my friends started on the Trump bashing and literally losing their minds I just sat back and thought wow this is going to be interesting.

Remember we had wiki-leaks and pizza gate (child sex trafficking) come into the public view. Yes I read the wiki-leaks emails regarding HRC—hence partially why I feel the way I do about her. The corruption is there for all to read if you take the time. Many people claimed pizza gate was not true. Yet we have so much evidence of child sex trafficking and children that are missing. Two big rabbit holes to go down into in 2016. Yes, child sex trafficking is real and it is ugly to deny this. Well I don’t know what to say—your eyes will be opened up soon and it won’t be pretty.

So when Trump won I thought this is going to be an interesting Presidency. I mean come on I live through 2 terms of Bush and all the shit he did. I only had two other thoughts at the time. 1- If anyone can go after the deep state it would be Trump because he is a billionaire they can’t really buy him off and 2- if all he does is break up the global pedophiles rings while he is in office it will be a good thing.

You see one of the first executive orders he signed was to go after the global pedophile rings but this didn’t make it into the mainstream news. Nope nobody talked about it—“they” kept it under the radar.

So for the last four years I have sat back and just watched all the crazy—mostly from my blue friends who apparently don’t give a shit about facts and truth and just buy into the mainstream news. My spiritual friends are all love, Namaste, kindness be gentle etc….. Yeah that goes out the window when strangers start calling me names and try to take me down. People who don’t think for themselves, do no research have limited brain matter have the audacity to call me stupid-vile and toxic? Seriously, I am a vegan I have a moral standard—higher than most because I don’t participate in the daily murder of innocent sentient beings—and you call me toxic. Toxic came from another vegan because I will not perpetrate a lie—because I am telling the Truth unfortunately the truth was about Trump so that makes me persona non grata. Never mind the fact that I have been vegan and an animal advocate for the past 28 years (8 vegan-20 vegetarian). I always just assumed vegans did their research and stood behind the truth. Well I have been proven wrong about that on a few occasions since this whole virus show (more on that in a bit).

There are people I have worked with for years in the entertainment industry calling me stupid—really? I have worked with these people for years—they know me and again because I won’t participate in mindless Trump bashing when the evidence is different than what they claim is just astounds me and not in a good way. I am so stupid that I wrote and produced a play to great reviews. I am so stupid that I have co-produced two short films. I am so stupid that I have written and published two books. Okay sure, whatever.

Yes I know all about narcissists—one of the books I wrote is about my relationship with a narcissistic sociopath and what I learned about the pathology. Oh my God Trump is a narcissists—how could you. Well, I don’t know enough about him to ascertain where he sits on the narc spectrum but what I can tell you is that we all sit on the narc spectrum which goes from healthy narcissism to the pathological-(serial rapists and serial killers). If you want to know more buy my book on amazon and read it for yourself.

As a vegan do you think I am happy with Trump’s policy regarding wildlife and animals? Absolutely not but yet again I can’t recall any president who had an animal policy that as a vegan I could say was a good thing. So in this respect Trump is no different than any other president we have had. Am I happy with his environmental policies? Again, vegan here the answer is no. Am I happy with the way Hurricane Maria was handled? Puerto Rican here no I was not. Was his response any better or worse than any other president—no not really as Bush did not handle Katrina well either. What we can surmise is that the millionaires who sit in congress are not as affected by the disasters as the average person. Think Nancy Pelosi in her mansion in San Francisco holding up money that should be going to US citizens now—not that $1200 or $2000 in the long run does much when you have been out work since March 15—and not everyone has savings in the bank some people live week to week. Yet with this virus the ugly side of humans is really being exposed both on social media and out in the world. Without humans pollution has gone down, animals are coming out in the open and for this I say hallelujah sadly I know once the lockdowns are over humans return to the same old shit world that I don’t know if I can continue to be a participant in.

Back to present day 2020. What many people don’t know is that I have been technically homeless from July 2019 through March 7, 2019. I was staying with a family member whose husband was emotionally abusive to me and my two dogs, For example I was constantly being told in a fit of rage if you don’t get rid of your dogs I am going to shot them-this constantly over 8 months. Twice I grabbed my dogs and slept in the cars and quite a few times I would grab the one dog they hated and we would stay at a motel 6. I finally got a place and moved in on March 8, 2020 and by March 15 I had cancelled jobs. Great I got my own place and now I don’t have a way to pay my rent or buy groceries. Isn’t that lovely. Still waiting on stimulus check, unemployment in limbo. But I was in my own place and had peace or so I thought—someone complained about the dogs barking and now every time they bark I get ptsd and I panic thinking we are on the way to being homeless again. So here I am like so many others in the USA no work no money and lots of idle time on my hands.

This virus just did not seem right to me and I started doing research and going down lots of rabbit holes. But what I found gave me hope. If what I was reading is true then yes this planned-demic that was meant for global damage is being used by the good guys to get a few things accomplished. Ok yes the virus is real—I even have a real life friend who got it. Where did it come from I have my ideas feel free to scroll through my page or just start fresh on google if you want to know more.

So if the good guys have it handled

1- there will be a cure and who knows many more cures to come.

2- 170,000 sealed indictments of criminals who have engaged in treason, crimes against the state and humanity (sex trafficking) will be arrested.

3- We will have a financial reset to the gold standard—look up Nesara/Gesara and what that entails.

4- It would seem that we are getting a better earth.

My spiritual friends are talking about an elevation of consciousness, a shift from 3d earth to a 5d earth. So I am looking at these events from these two lenses, the mundane/political and the spiritual.

I have posted enough links to videos and articles at this point that anyone truly seeking the truth has a platform from which to springboard. Its your choice-it always has been red pill or blue. I took the red pill a long time ago and I can not turn back but its time for me to move forward into the realm of spiritual ascension and to connect with my source. In terms of the mundane/political those players have already been put in place all we can do now is sit back and watch. You have a great opportunity to be on a great side of history. Which side do you chose?I am lucky to have teachers that are great with each lens.For the record I consider myself to be an independent and until JFK Jr raises from the dead and starts a new political party I will continue to be an independent. I cannot align myself with any one group no matter what- that has never worked out well for me as I am too much an independent and critical thinker. I have never been one to follow the masses I follow my own path even if I am the only one on it. I am definitely voting for Pres. Trump in Nov 2020. I see him as the only person that can save the globe. #WalkAway


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