The Indecent Proposal….Part 7 love letters……


As I turned and left the magicain at LAX, I felt as if I had left a piece of my soul at the airport.

What would ensue in the following months would be a romance via Skype messages, face book messages, shared poetry and images back and forth from myself to the magician and the magician back to me  during the months of February and Mid March.  In March we would be together for three weeks for the Magical Show that he was producing  but until then all we had were our words and the images we chose to express our feelings for one another…….


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23 Responses to “The Indecent Proposal….Part 7 love letters……”

  1. ramblingsfromamum Says:

    I read each one from him and from you… yours were heart felt, passionate and you got back aahhhh, kisses? Doesn’t quite have the oomph or reciprocation you were after? ie here you were pouring our your love and soul to him and you got 3 – 4 word replies?? I am assuming..hoping there is more to follow young lady! 🙂 xxxx

  2. Sex, Spirit, Soul Mates and Chocolate....Ivonne's Journey Says:

    Yes it is quite interesting re- reading all of these. He sent many images than what I posted. It was kind of tiresome posting it. I can totally see how he manipulated my emotions. He is back out here in 3 weeks doing shows. I dread both him contacting me and not contacting me.

    • grasshoppercrow Says:

      Hi. I’m studying antisocial behavioral psychology in the technological age (esp. In relationship). This is all very interesting. In your process did you ever wonder why all the communications were in emails and images and not friendly adult chats on the phone? It seems to spell out antisocial. Thanks!

      • Sex, Spirit, Soul Mates and Chocolate....Ivonne's Journey Says:

        Hi Grasshopper, thanks for stopping by the blog. This is just one post regarding a relationship I had. If you had read the whole series you would know that this is someone I was involved with 30 years ago and last year. In this post I share some of the email communications between us. However, I was working with this person and skyping with them on a daily basis. I was with them in person in Febuary and for 3 weeks in March. So, no it would be incorrect to say that this was just emails and anti-social behavior. This person has Narcisstict Personality disorder and is far from anti-social quite the opposite uses social media to feed his illness. So, I would suggest you read the whole series on Jay Scott Berry to get the whole picture. It wont help you with studying anti-social behavior but if you are studying Narcissitc Persoanlity Disorder you will find a lot of information here for that.

        • grasshoppercrow Says:

          Hello. Thank you for the response. Yes, I did read the whole story of your experience. Thank you for sharing with such rawness and openness. Your blog is very helpful. I guess in the paradigm I’ve been studying we use an umbrella term “antisocial” which is different from sociopathy/NPD, but that behavior which is abnormally self-centered and socially destructive. It seems we are in agreement, just using different terms. A colleague of mine has written extensively on NPD, and I am a survivor of its abuse myself. It is still a bit of a mystery in psychology and healing arts. My hope is education, and using warning signs sooner than later to heal. Work like yours helps to enlighten. Blessings on the journey!

          • Sex, Spirit, Soul Mates and Chocolate....Ivonne's Journey Says:

            Hi Grasshopper, well feel free to share the blog posts if it helps you or cite in any work you may be doing as long as you are using proper citation credits. Yes, the point of putting the story out there was to shed light on the illness, which as you state is still very much a mystery in the world of psychology.

  3. Maryanne Says:

    I agree with your other friend, you deserve so much better and OMG, that refrigerator message is so awesome!! It’s the most clever, funny, sexy thing I ever saw someone do — and next time you do that for someone who truly deserves you!! (((HUGS))) xoxo

  4. Maryanne Says:

    P.S. — My five star rating is for the super cool refrigerator! 🙂 🙂 🙂

  5. terry1954 Says:

    oh what i wouldn’t give to have this in my life………..i loved every word………wonderful!!!

    • Sex, Spirit, Soul Mates and Chocolate....Ivonne's Journey Says:

      Yes, the words were beautiful and lovely. A dream come true which belied the nightmare that would soon follow. To bad Jay did not mean any of them. All lies, all pretend, all empty and bereft of meaning.

  6. Mayrbear's Lair Says:

    Too bad it wasn’t real … just a fantasy for some piece of shit guy that can’t understand how to truly love a woman … these are the words of a phony and a coward from a poor petty player … signifying nothing. I am so glad you are putting the truth out there! Bravo to you on your healing process.

    • Sex, Spirit, Soul Mates and Chocolate....Ivonne's Journey Says:

      Well on my end yes it was real, on his end no. I feel like I am racing against time to get the truth out there. I feel like it has to be done now. I appreciate all of your support.


  7. Mayrbear's Lair Says:

    By the way … did you know that you are the sun I am the moon etc …are lyrics from a Neil Diamond song? Not even original dialogue!

    • Sex, Spirit, Soul Mates and Chocolate....Ivonne's Journey Says:

      I did not realize that it was the lyrics to one of the songs on his c.d. No, sadly there does not seem to be anything orignal about Jay Scott Berry….

  8. Mayrbear's Lair Says:

    He didn’t even bother to contact his kid on her birthday during this exchange … obviously his loins have always taken precedence.

    • Sex, Spirit, Soul Mates and Chocolate....Ivonne's Journey Says:

      Yes, he mentioned I would meet Ciera and then nothing came of it.

  9. sakuraandme Says:

    Happy New Year, Ivonne! *waving* just getting back into blogging. Sorry to hear that you were lured in by such a pro! I suppose as women we love to hear these things said to us. It’s kind of like the knight in shining armour story! Sex and I’m meaning great passionate sex, is bait all on its own! Even without that knight in shining armour.:) In your case…you got both! Even though you say, It’s over! Be cautious, as men like him don’t usually give up as it bruises their ego! Regardless if he has had no contact with you. Like you said, he’s back in 3weeks! Hugs Ivonne!……Paula xx

    • Sex, Spirit, Soul Mates and Chocolate....Ivonne's Journey Says:

      hola sweetie, lol…I would be so shocked if this guy ever contacted me again. I’m sure as far as he is concerned I don’t even exist anymore—that is the magic of blocking on facebook–you just cease to exist!!!!! Besides his hands are full with a wife and an ex-wife but yes cautious is always good given this guy—but I’ll keep everyone posted as usual. Gotta get the rest of the story out into cyberspace before he comes out—don’t know why but I just feel I have to do that.

      • sakuraandme Says:

        You do what you need to do, in order for you to move on! That was a mouth full! Lol xxxxx

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